The Lord Faramir was walking alone in the garden of
the Houses of Healing, and the sunlight warmed him,
and he felt life run new in his veins; but his heart was
heavy, and he looked out over the walls eastward. And
coming, the Warden spoke his name, and he turned and
saw the Lady Éowyn of Rohan; and he was moved with
pity, for he saw that she was hurt, and his clear sight
perceived her sorrow and unrest.
'My lord,' said the Warden, 'here is the Lady Éowyn
of Rohan. She rode with the king and was sorely hurt,
and dwells now in my keeping. But she is not content,
and she wishes to speak to the Steward of the City.'
'Do not misunderstand him, lord,' said Éowyn. 'It is
not lack of care that grieves me. No houses could be
fairer, for those who desire to be healed. But I cannot
lie in sloth, idle, caged. I looked for death in battle. But
I have not died, and battle still goes on.'
At a sign from Faramir, the Warden bowed and departed.
'What would you have me do, lady?' said Faramir.
'I also am a prisoner of the healers.' He looked at her,
and being a man whom pity deeply stirred, it seemed to
him that her loveliness amid her grief would pierce his
heart. And she looked at him and saw the grave tenderness
in his eyes, and yet knew, for she was bred among
men of war, that here was one whom no Rider of the
Mark would outmatch in battle.
'What do you wish?' he said again. 'If it lies in my
power, I will do it.'
'I would have you command this Warden, and bid him
let me go,' she said; but though her words were still proud,
her heart faltered, and for the first time she doubted herself.
She guessed that this tall man, both stern and gentle,
might think her merely wayward, like a child that has not
the firmness of mind to go on with a dull task to the end.
'I myself am in the Warden's keeping,' answered Faramir.
'Nor have I yet taken up my authority in the City. But
had I done so, I should still listen to his counsel, and
should not cross his will in matters of his craft, unless in
some great need.'
'But I do not desire healing,' she said. 'I wish to ride to
war like my brother Éomer, or better like Théoden the
king, for he died and has both honour and peace.'
'It is too late, lady, to follow the Captains, even if you
had the strength,' said Faramir. 'But death in battle may
come to us all yet, willing or unwilling. You will be better
prepared to face it in your own manner, if while there is
still time you do as the Healer commanded. You and I, we
must endure with patience the hours of waiting.'
She did not answer, but as he looked at her it seemed to
him that something in her softened, as though a bitter
frost were yielding at the first faint presage of Spring. A
tear sprang in her eye and fell down her cheek, like a
glistening rain-drop. Her proud head drooped a little. Then
quietly, more as if speaking to herself than to him: 'But
the healers would have me lie abed seven days yet,' she
said. 'And my window does not look eastward.' Her voice
was now that of a maiden young and sad.
Faramir smiled, though his heart was filled with pity.
'Your window does not look eastward?' he said. 'That can
be amended. In this I will command the Warden. If you
will stay in this house in our care, lady, and take your
rest, then you shall walk in this garden in the sun, as you
will; and you shall look east, whither all our hopes have
gone. And here you will find me, walking and waiting,
and also looking east. It would ease my care, if you would
speak to me, or walk at whiles with me.'
Then she raised her head and looked at him in the eyes
again; and a colour came in her pale face. 'How should
I ease your care, my lord?' she said. 'And I do not desire
the speech of living men.'
'Would you have my plain answer?' he said.
'I would.'
'Then, Éowyn of Rohan, I say to you that you are
beautiful. In the valleys of our hills there are flowers fair
and bright, and maidens fairer still; but neither flower
nor lady have I seen till now in Gondor so lovely, and
so sorrowful. It may be that only a few days are left ere
darkness falls upon our world, and when it comes I hope
to face it steadily; but it would ease my heart, if while the
Sun yet shines, I could see you still. For you and I have
both passed under the wings of the Shadow, and the same
hand drew us back.'
'Alas, not me, lord!' she said. 'Shadow lies on me still.
Look not to me for healing! I am a shieldmaiden and my
hand is ungentle. But I thank you for this at least, that
I need not keep to my chamber. I will walk abroad by the
grace of the Steward of the City.' And she did him a
courtesy and walked back to the house. But Faramir for
a long while walked alone in the garden, and his glance
now strayed rather to the house than to the eastward walls.
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